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An upbeat track with melancholy lyrics that discuss toxic relationships and how one may react to them.
lyrics
I'm not gonna apologize
For dreaming myself into paradise
I hear you calling my name
Gonna pretend I don't hear what you say
I'm not just gonna fantasize
I'll use my words to compromise
Already know what you've done
And you're not sorry for breaking my trust
I'm not gonna believe your lies
I can see right through your evil eyes
And now I know what you've planned
You're standing behind me with a knife in your hand
Now I'm not ready to say goodbye
And I'm not even certain why
I went through so much abuse
With you I didn't know I was used
Now I'm driving through the night
Going 90 on I-65
I just want you by my side
To make everything alright
So why should I apologize
For countless times that you made me cry
Now I feel so alone
I told you that you were my only home
credits
released August 5, 2022
Written/Arranged/Mixed/Mastered/Produced by: Christopher Aldi
Artwork/Graphic Design by: Sukhi Kanniks
Guitar: Christopher Aldi
Bass: Christopher Aldi
Drums: Derek Johnson
Guitar Solo: Michael Dorst
Keys: Jenna Reel
Saxophone: Lee Sullivan
Recording Engineers:
Melanie Ellingson
Jenna Reel
Cameron Reich
Brenna Campbell
Christopher Aldi
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